June 2010
1 post
past
at 2 years old, my parents left each other, my mother sick of his drunken abuse… she picked up her 2 girls got in the car and finally did what had to be done for her safety and left…
age 3; my father adored his first born child gave her everything she could have ever wanted in life, never second guessed her… his other daughter… the 3 year old, he could never truely love....
May 2010
1 post
maybe
this isn’t just a story, nor for those of the weak of heart… this is my life this is me, isnt this what im meant to be? maybe one day ill meet your standards, maybe one day ill live up to your dreams but for now im just me.
right now, in this moment… i feel like once again im in the pit of despair looking up, dreaming to see that light shinning through, coming in to lift me up....
January 2010
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slap back to reality
today, i came home… and got slapped back into reality - literally. after finally having afew days away to keep my mind off my life, it all became apparent that everything is just too much for me to handle anymore.
i came home a spring in my stride, a smile on my face knowing that my best friend would be there for me - even when they live on the other side of the state - no matter what. i...